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Everybody gets high; Everybody gets low.

Tue May 6, 2008, 5:03 PM
  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Listening to: Van Nuys; Sixx: A.M.
  • Eating: Strawberries
~♥~Dear Reader, ~♥~
Well, Costel took me to the doctor's, and it's been determined that I'm depressed. No fears, though, it's easily fixed with prescriptions drugs.

Now that my mind's cleared up a little bit, I sort of see what might be the cause of all this. It's everything building up.

I'm reaching that point where I want to sleep for centuries again, where I want to die as one man and return as another.

I feel horrible because I think I'm neglecting my baby boy, Felix.

And the number one cause of this, I'm sure, is flashbacks. I've always had them, but more and more often, they pops into my head and drive me crazy, feelings I thought I'd buried years ago. It's all about ice blue eyes and platinum blonde hair, and that fucking voice saying, so hard and cold in my ear as he makes me leave; Leave. Kill yourself, if you like, since you so obviously cannot live without me. If you survive, maybe I'll take you back, when you learn to appreciate what I've given you. And all he really meant was he'd fallen too hard... crushing my heart to keep his own alive.

I'll stop, now. No one understands what I'm talking about, anyway.

♪ You drained my heart, and made a spade... there's still traces of me in your veins. ♪

.xX♥Mikael♥Xx.

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  • Current Residence: Like I need stalkers knowing where I live...
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: Double XS.
  • Interests: My wonderful husband, painting, poetry, sex, drugs, music.
  • Favourite movie: Titanic, Sweeney Todd, PotC (all), and basically anything with Johnny Depp in it.<333
  • Favourite band or musician: The Used, Billy Idol, Marilyn Manson, From First to Last, Panic! at the Disco, etc.
  • Favourite genre of music: Eh... Metal or alternative, mostly.
  • Favourite artist: Criss Angel! He's an artist with magic<3
  • Favourite poet or writer: Poe.
  • Favourite photographer: Hard to choose...
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod.
  • Wallpaper of choice: Something with either Billy Idol, Criss Angel, or preferably, my Costel naked. :]
  • Skin of choice: Costel's. Preferably that little patch of skin just between his-- Ohh, I should stop.
  • Favourite game: I quite enjoy bloodplay...
  • Favourite gaming platform: Fuck the platform, a bed's more comfortable. Unless you're in a hurry... then, the wall wo
  • Personal Quote: ALABAMA.
  • Tools of the Trade: I enjoy working with my mouth... let's leave it at that.

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~Dieanah-Shadows Jan 26, 2009, 10:52:42 AM
Thanks for the favs, Dollface<3

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☆Shads; you're poisonwonderful.™
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~Alanza Oct 23, 2008, 8:46:10 PM
I was DemonXGirl but I've kind of transferred to this account
Hiya :)
:wave:

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~Dieanah-Shadows Jul 30, 2008, 9:19:09 AM
thnx for the fav's, darlinggg.<3

*mine*

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[[I can't believe in the things that don't believe in me.]]
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☆Shads; you're poisonwonderful.™
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~Elfenin May 18, 2008, 1:03:06 PM
Thank you very much for the :+fav: on 'Blue Eyed Kittens' :icondweebdanceplz:
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~MrsLumescu Jun 23, 2008, 6:56:55 AM
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.xX~MrLumescu & ~MrsLumescu; All's fair in love [♥] and lustXx.
♪You mean more to me than you'll ever know.♪
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~ginorosales May 6, 2008, 8:24:37 PM
Thanks for the fave! :)

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~MrsLumescu Jun 23, 2008, 6:57:06 AM
you're welcome.

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.xX~MrLumescu & ~MrsLumescu; All's fair in love [♥] and lustXx.
♪You mean more to me than you'll ever know.♪
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~HIMish Apr 25, 2008, 3:53:03 AM
*squee* xD hehe

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~MrsLumescu May 6, 2008, 8:57:49 AM
No squeeing.

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.xX~MrLumescu & ~MrsLumescu; All's fair in love [♥] and lustXx.
♪You mean more to me than you'll ever know.♪
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~HIMish May 6, 2008, 1:28:09 PM
No...squeeing? Fine. I shall do it silently.

.........

Psst, whose the webcam man btw?

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"Am I making you uncomfortable?"
"Get outta me."
"You're such a prude."

Where's the eggnog?!
Save yourself!
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